Will I be sinful for what my non-Muslim parents force me to do in haram? If I refuse, they may throw me out I'm 18, trying to earn for hijrah, but due to laziness and inconsistency I waste time..Am i sinful due to laziness? (from a revert brother)

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

If you are able to provide for yourself but you are not doing so because u r lazy therefore u r falling into that which is forbidden, then yes you are sinful for this. And you need to be serious and take responsibility.