I know it is haram to think that “if that had happened then things would be like this no I realized that it is kufr but I still thought it and believed it And after a few minutes I thought something like “Why did I do that I wondered whether it was waswas but I am 100 sure that it happened like that

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

I believe this is waswas said. That should be ignored.