Ustadh I keep learning al hamdoulilah but very very slowly... I'm feeling lazy and I could learn much faster wich make me feel bad. I'd like to improve but always feel lazy and not regular. Any tips or things that will encourage me ?

Take it as a rule: consistency beats intensity, so fix a small daily portion you can actually keep and stop measuring yourself against how fast you think you should be going. Shaykh Ibn Uthaymin counted among the causes of laziness the shaytan telling the student that the distance is too far and he will never reach what the scholars reached, and he said this is a mistake.