Ustadh I just lost someone I deeply loved and who loved me bcz they had severe mental health issues and terrified of emotional closeness due to trauma. I hadn’t eaten anything for 5 days due to shock and grief; just a few bites to survive. How to move on? I feel like I’m on fire and feeling suicidal

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

My advice is to immediately go to a psychiatrist and seek medical attention.