Ustadh before I became Muslim I self-harmed. I relapsed a couple times recently. I am not hopeless, I truly believe things will get better for me. What I struggle with is that the urge overtakes me. I feel okay but then very quickly my mental state changes. I don’t know what to do

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

Seek out medical help, please and do not procrastinate it.