I have same gender attraction as a young man. Was previously married but did not has desire to my wife and couldn’t please her and divorced. Sometimes I engage in private sins , and I live alone. I don’t have any attraction to women or desire to marry. Blood tests say testosterone/ hormones normal

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

Your hormones being normal does not close the door. Sit with trustworthy Muslim doctors and with a specialist who fears Allah, because there are other factors besides hormones.