I stayed in a city with relatives & was around 2 to 3 non mehram men. Initally my intention was just to be around women, as i was going through a period where i was close to dy*ing or harming myself if left alone. That is why i went. I started communicating unnecessarily.i feel guilty am i sinful?

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

Seek medical help.