‎السلام عليكم ورحمة الله وبركاته I went through severe childhood trauma which followed to adulthood. I signed up for sok match but I am hesitating due to my fear. Should I get married or heal first?

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

You should be honest about your condition and see what the doctors tell you if you are fit for marriage or not. These are important things to tackle but do not hide it from a potential spouse.