I am a 26 year old man who struggled to feel desire/attraction to women my whole life. But I do feel attraction to other men. I hate this and have started yearning for death. I want to desire and marry a woman, find comfort/happiness in her and make my family proud as well. Is there any hope for me?

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan
Ues ofcourse there is, have u consulted with trustworthy muslim doctors to check your hormones and other factors?