Years ago my father got angry because I used to place my hands on my thighs while sitting, like in salah. He sat in tashahhud to show me. Now when I remember it, I sometimes lightly laugh. Is that mocking the religion, if what he did might have been mocking, even if his intention was just to mock me

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

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