When I want to perform a good deed and my parents see it, I feel something strange; my heart starts to hurt physically, I feel dizzy and very tired, and 2) I don't know how to thank Allah for the blessing that He answers my duas immediately, except for what my heart desires, like going to the mosque

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan
I do not understand what the question is, but if you mean for the pain, it could be (and Allah knows best) a bit of waswas because of some of the feelings that you have. Disregard this and make ruqya. Disregard, I mean, the ideas that "when they see me" and so on, and do the adhkar and ruqya and so on. However, if you truly think that there is some physical pain, then you go to doctors and to hospitals. You do not ask here. May Allah SWT reward you, protect you, and give us and you success.