if I chose to live as a Ahbar in seclusion and not do dawah am I sinful? I have faced countless trials with different fasiqun I go to visit a Muslim follow sunnah he tells me to go the people try to spite me harm me and hate me wherever I go I'm 18 but have been through a lot and the tears many

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

Stick to seeking knowledge and your fellow student of knowledge friends on the internet ur family and loved ones. Also focus on being successful depending, asking, and turning to Allah while doing the dunya means needed to start your own family.