Ustadh, my heart feels so fragile that I even make dua against myself, asking Allah not to accept the duas I’ve made this past year. Though I know the hadith “I am as My servant thinks of Me,” I think this way intentionally so He won’t grant what I’ve asked for. Any advice for me? Barakallahu feek

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

The Prophet forbade making dua on yourself or children, so this should stop immediately. Why dont you ask Allah for aafiah (deliverance and safeguarding)? Ask Allah for all goodness.