السلام عليكم ورحمة اللّٰه وبركاته I reverted 3 years ago and im trying to seek ilm but it's really hard for me to memorize the ayat and evidence because i also have to learn arabic. It makes me overwhelmed, and i'm scared to die in this state. What should my focus be? جزاك الله خيراً

Ustadh AbdulAziz al-Haqqan

Learn the knowledge itself. That is the most important thing. As for ayat u can memorize 1 ayah a day. This will make it much easier for u